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all is full of love  
08:11am 09/05/2010
(aurora) heather ann.
finals ALMOST done, got a fierce 35 pager half way through so after tuesday i'm all set.
i miss my girl though

working full time.
internship starts friday (doing speaker's circuit--wtff)
france in may.
kezar in july.
CAVE/week 1 in august.

working full time at restaurant, working part time for clark, studying for LSAT, and take 4 classes next semester.

it is not stopping anytime soon, but i looove it =]
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05:31am 15/01/2010
(aurora) heather ann.
the tools that i have been given, to identify and explain, mediate and give meaning and assign value to my life and my actions, are absolutely priceless. i love it here, and knowing what i want to do feels so good, seeing it in action, knowing its possible, is liberating to the point where i do not feel constrained by my mind or body anymore. of course i should digress periodically, but knowing it's there and attainable?

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09:00pm 30/12/2009
(aurora) heather ann.
2009 & 10
-get the tattoo i want in replacement of piercing or vice versa...but i think this is making the list again this year....i think i'm all set with my ears and nose and navel.
-continue to be decisive, especially in regards to school and work, and relationships...must communicate choices better
-declare a major however, double majoring is ruining my life, so might change depending on discussion with FA about law school and trinidad experience
-after discussion, appropriate research in decided direction
-continue to enjoy personal oxymoronic tendencies
-play more (harmless!!!!!! and not annoying!!!!!) tricks
-continue my healthy eating and gym routine but not drop my b.m.i. below 18.5 or 122 lbs (currently 19.5-6/129 lbs)...and maintaining personal awareness of potentially compulsive behavior
-watch more u.c.b.
-write down music i hear and like and download it asap instead of baking out and forgetting
-help someone everyday/do something for someone i care about/put energy towards a good cause
-stop hanging out with people who are unsympathetic
-stop hanging out with people who fuck me over on a continued basis and i forgive for no reason...don't forgive entirely just communicate
-make something i am very proud of...my papers for history of sexuality and literary analysis for nella larsen & claude mckay =). keeping it up!
-write more/read more for leisure. especially because i keep re-reading specific books and not finishing new ones.
-go with my gut
-be more observant
-know my size and the space i occupy...i will avoid a lot of clumsy accidents doing this
-expand my already noxious vocabulary
-don't be so judgmental, i am very excited about this, i keep getting smacked in the face by this periodically but i am getting better
-break the romanticized visions i have about living and certain life styles.
-stop making schedules that are over the top
-sleep more
-dance more
-work and make a lot of cash money dolla bills
-get and stay confident about what i have to say
-introspection is crucial but shouldn't be so critical
-everything is a learning experience, evaluated objectively as such, et cetra
-everything will change/things fall apart (the harder parts of learning experiences)
-quit smoking
-branch out
-implement full out sex-ed program by the summer
-get waitressing job of some description in worcester
-go somewhere amazing over the summer and kezar lake <33, amazing in terms of personal experience, going to trinidad in january so there.
-reconnect with CFSers/go to the folk festival in august....again again!
-get inspired, stay inspired
-make more art
-take more random mini vacations, love VT and NY foreverr.
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02:54pm 09/12/2009
(aurora) heather ann.
ben realized that lianne and i are walter and perry from homemovies. it's sooo true and i <3 my boo
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all over a sufjan beat, damn  
11:30am 19/11/2009
(aurora) heather ann.

take it as you please, all of you
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02:20pm 15/10/2009
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02:36pm 05/10/2009
(aurora) heather ann.
gross, i hate the internet.
it in of itself isn't so bad, what it reminds me of is disconcerting at best.

mainly playing scatoooogories & rummy, sleeping little, thinking lots, & i will/do miss you, quietly, kind of, cause you were right, after all, after always.
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i'm not scared of telling  
09:09am 25/09/2009
(aurora) heather ann.
consider this your last warning - i've been far too generous for what has come to pass.


feeling good, feeling sad to know everyone's leaving at the end of this year, college started so long ago, and it's amazing how far i've come. i suppose it's a perspective i'll have to maintain, the desire to keep learning, keep getting exposed, keep getting uncomfortable, keep getting involved. this year i'll keep up my PPLM and gang research, i guess this summer i'll study abroad in luxembourg, take classes to get my double major and concentration completed, senior year keep my grades up and do the limbo that is fifth year (free masters degree? w3rd), and then go cross country, cross globe, return the good i've been given, only to go back to school for my doctorate, cause i wanna do something that transcends my lifetime, do some real life research, mothafuckass. it's daunting, especially with how smart and accomplished my bests are, but it's nice to get held to something like that, because they know i can, and i hate to disappoint.
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09:47pm 16/09/2009
(aurora) heather ann.
She says It helps with the lights out
Her rabid glow is like braille to the night.
She swears I'm a slave to the details
But if your life is such a big joke, why should I care?

The clock is set for nine but you know you're gonna make it eight.
So that you two can take some time, teach each other to reciprocate.

She feels that my sentimental side should be held with kid gloves
But she doesn't know that I left my urge in the icebox
She swears I'm just prey to the female,
Well then hook me up and throw me, baby cakes, cuz I like to get hooked.

The clock is set for nine but you know you're gonna make it eight.
All the people that you've loved they're all bound to leave some keepsakes.
I've been swinging all the time, think it's time to learn your way.
I picture you and me together in the jungle it will be ok.

I'll bring you when my lifeboat sails through the night
That is supposing you don't sleep tonight

It's like learning a new language
Helps me catch up on my mime
If you don't bring up those lonely parts
This could be a good time
You come here to me.
We'll collect those lonely parts and set them down
You come here to me...

She says brief things, her love's a pony
My love's subliminal
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08:59am 11/09/2009
(aurora) heather ann.
i can now jerk it like a champ =]
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